I Got That A Lot

Hey fellow readers. Happy Chinese New Year. Gong Xi Fa Chai. For this entry, its about what i got a lot. This kind of statements wasn't asked just to me only but to all peoples and not all of us got the same kind of subject. 

For me, the common thing that I got a lot from people that I had met was " Don't you ever have the urge to have a slimmer body or at least reduce your body weight? ". HELLOO!! Of course I do have that urge of having a much better body compared to what I am right now. But the problem is, there are too many obstacles for me to face in order to achieve it.

I've done too many things so that I can have a much better body like everyone else. I went for jogging sometimes, I even control my timing and eat based on the time that were set for me but sadly, my eager to eat always took control of me completely. And truth to be told, my condition was getting worse day by day. Of course it was getting worse day by day because I had to stay at the most remote hostel in my college. 

My hostel located at the end of the ' world ' compared to the other two hostel that was far much closer. But, the condition of my hostel is far more comfortable. Okay sorry for straying away from our topic. But the point that I want to tell is that my hostel is too far from all the facilities that had been built for the students such as gym, badminton court, tennis court and even football field. All I did every evening was just locked myself up in my room and filled my free time whether with taking a nap or playing games or even watching movies. So now you know why I still can't loss my weight although peoples usually said that we can become more slim by staying at hostel. Sadly, that statement doesn't applied on me and make me feel even more stress.

Whenever someone asked me that same question, I would only sigh and told them that I am very happy with what I had become with a little bit of smile on my face. Truthfully, deep inside in me, I do want to become slimmer but I knew that my lust was more powerful and can take full control of me anytime. But, being grateful is much better than torturing your ownself just because you want to be like somebody else. Thanks for reading.